Prone to leave the God I love
Robert Robinson wrote: “Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it.”
Anyone of us can testify to occasions when our walk “in Christ” doesn’t feel close and intimate. What do you do when the journey seems to have taken the wrong turn at the fork in the road? You seek help and support.
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Life and ministry can rob us of the “joy of our salvation”. Those who consistently experience soul-health receive the promise of James 1:12 (NIV):
“Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him.”
The promise and prize of resisting temptation is the “crown of life”. This is understood as receiving God’s blessing over our life. When we consistently win over temptation, we live and enjoy life to the fullest.
Don’t let Satan get a foot-hold in your life by playing the shame-game or the blame-game. Be keenly aware where the enemy of our soul seeks to penetrate our heart. His game-plan is spelled out later in James:
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DESIRE (James 1:14 NIV)
“…each person is tempted when … by their own evil DESIRE…”
Desires are not all evil. They’re good, even essential. But any desire to excess becomes destructive, bringing harm to our spiritual and emotional life. We can often be doing damage to our life while pursuing something good but to excess. Temptation is often a fulfillment of a legitimate desire but done in a wrong way or at the wrong time.
The second step in the Devil’s game plan is:
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DECEPTION (James 1:14 NIV)
“…they are dragged away … and enticed.”
The words “dragged away” are a hunting term meaning “to be snared in a trap”. The word “enticed” is a fishing term meaning “to be lured by bait”. Different traps and bait work on different fish or animals. The devil knows the bait that works best in your life. You see, you desire, you start to nibble believing you’re smart enough to know when to pull back. The deception is hooked. This is a sign of spiritual immaturity.
The third step in the Devil’s game plan is:
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DISOBEDIENCE (James 1:15 NIV)
“Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin…”
The Message paraphrases this verse as: “Lust gets pregnant, and has a baby: sin!”
James moves from a fishing metaphor in verse 14 to a childbirth metaphor in verse 15. What begins in our minds gives birth to an action or a destructive habit. But it starts in the mind. And often what we initially flirt with is what we will eventually fall for. Marketing advertisers know this is a fact of life.
Desires lead to deception which leads to disobedience which ends up in:
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DEATH (James 1:15 NIV)
“…and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to DEATH.”
Death is the final consequence of our tendency toward being “prone to wander”. Instead of receiving the crown of life, we receive death.
We all have free will. We have freedom to choose the narrow path or to wander from it. But, God has not given us the freedom to choose the consequences.
For the unbeliever it means separation from God.
For the believer it means broken fellowship with God.
The pastor and hymnist, Robert Robinson, penned these familiar words in 1757:
“Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love.”
But Robinson finished his thought and his hymn with a final promise:
“Here’s my heart, O take and seal it;
Seal it for thy courts above.”
In James 1:17-18 the Bible turns from sin and evil desires (vs. 14-16) to God’s goodness. Two things will help us from wandering:
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THINK on whatever is “good and perfect” and remember our true IDENTITY for we are God’s “prized possession” (James 1:17-18 NLT)
God has adopted us into His family. The Bible has given us absolute assurance that God has sealed us as His children forevermore.
When those inevitable occasions in life seek to rob us of the joy of this reality, the Bible challenges us to refocus our thoughts (James 1:17) and remember we’re Kingdom kids (James 1:18).
This won’t make us immune from dark days, but it will give sufficient light to find our way back from our wanderings.